See, that's what I thought. Then the way your murder went down and the whole time, I knew Buddy would come back anyway? I knew retirement didn't mean anything? But I couldn't say it because of Miata.

[ he bites his lip and sighs, shoulders slumping. ]

If you ever wanted to know why I was so angry, that's why. Then they still killed Lucy later on because "she's the one who did it"? It didn't make any sense to me. You could've helped us, if you'd been alive, and no one thought about that.

[ ugh blurgh blugh he hates everything ]

Part of me just wants to give up, see how it plays out. Can't do anything anymore now that I'm dead, right? A-ahaha... ha...